So tell me what song is it ?

 So tell me what song is it?
The one that beguiles me time and again...
The one that calms me, the one that fuels the spark I keep low, my juvenile rhapsody of melody...
The one that simmers in my thoughts and emotions, together on a twisted aisle of melancholy...
I tune, step down(C-G-C-F-A-d) to peak, chord by chord, precise and in lieu...in lieu with my chain of impulsive thinking...(Am-F-G)
O'er the shadow of the tree outside my window sparkles a pale moon like rhythm...rhythm to tides divine. I ask is this the song?
Wind blows in the dark night, slow but hasty contradictory like me,like I rage, then fall...

 I comfort, I appall...I sing, go hush...gracing silence I abhor...

Saccharin is not the sweetest substitute, and neither is other music...so tell me which song was it? So tell me what to sing...
I ache to hear it, it overwhelms my heart...
I sung it once, I sung it twice...I must sing that song again... But that song is one I’m still unaware of.

I remember what sabre of a musical encore it was! It beat all sore notes, marveling in sync like the aftermath...aftermath of the musician's glory...
I felt it singing back to me, the song I used to sing...
I lost my trail, I lost my lead...all I have is a symphony...
(F-G-F-G-Am-G-F)

That song I must seek, or will it find me? Find me ne'er the daggers end...
The music, a low storm in my head...swirls me in that melody...
Involuntarily my fingers seize to stop...from one chord I lead to another...night air bellowing behind my back...mellow I hum, mellow I feel...
It's eccentric, the presence of that song...I can recollect, a moment that far...
Reason. Reason is what I need. Reason to why I forgot, something so true, something that led my heart from the start...
Will I find it? Or will it find me? That song I forgot...
Questions of queries of uncertainty, still in my head... Will I find the link to the symphony?
Time to rummage...

 And find what I lost my peace for, that simple, subtle, that song of my own.